i really miss you alot.
n i dun wanna have all these silly quarrels with u. maybe one day we will look back n laugh ourselves silly for all these trivial matters, but den will we make it thru, all the way? we could if we had lesser quarrels.
i admit im partly at fault, for being so insecure, for being unreasonable. for not understanding ur needs. im sorry. this dun mean dat i dun treasure this r/s alright? u know, if i din wanna stay together... y would i even bother so much? i wont even get pissed... i wont even care..
but i do admit that all these quarrels r a pretty lousy way of showing one's care.
often times we dun control our emotions n dat leads to both of us saying things to spite each other n it only get worst when neither of us backs down. but to back down would mean to suffer in silence? n it still is unhealthy. i dunno how we r gonna solve our problems... n i dunno wat tmr will be, but i do believe, as naive as it may sound, dat as long as we do care abt each other n love each other, we will get thru it.
but get thru wat. i dunno too. i dunno when all this will end. maybe the day we get to be with each other physically n not jus rely on virtual communication... dat'll be e day dat everything will change for e better. can u last till den? can i? i wan to but can this r/s last thru e stormy weather? of cos we have bright n sunny days. but somehow it all seems fake cos ure so far away. e quarrels n sweet nothings we say to each other all seem unreal. even saying 'my bf' seems unreal.
come back soon... finish up ur studies n get ur arse back...
n i dun wanna have all these silly quarrels with u. maybe one day we will look back n laugh ourselves silly for all these trivial matters, but den will we make it thru, all the way? we could if we had lesser quarrels.
i admit im partly at fault, for being so insecure, for being unreasonable. for not understanding ur needs. im sorry. this dun mean dat i dun treasure this r/s alright? u know, if i din wanna stay together... y would i even bother so much? i wont even get pissed... i wont even care..
but i do admit that all these quarrels r a pretty lousy way of showing one's care.
often times we dun control our emotions n dat leads to both of us saying things to spite each other n it only get worst when neither of us backs down. but to back down would mean to suffer in silence? n it still is unhealthy. i dunno how we r gonna solve our problems... n i dunno wat tmr will be, but i do believe, as naive as it may sound, dat as long as we do care abt each other n love each other, we will get thru it.
but get thru wat. i dunno too. i dunno when all this will end. maybe the day we get to be with each other physically n not jus rely on virtual communication... dat'll be e day dat everything will change for e better. can u last till den? can i? i wan to but can this r/s last thru e stormy weather? of cos we have bright n sunny days. but somehow it all seems fake cos ure so far away. e quarrels n sweet nothings we say to each other all seem unreal. even saying 'my bf' seems unreal.
come back soon... finish up ur studies n get ur arse back...
posted by moomoosthecow @ 10:59 AM
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