Monday, January 30, 2006

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
(the season of pineapple tarts, ang paos, and getting fat)

now y did i leave out mahjong?? cos i dun play it during new year. n y is that so? ...simple. cos its not a family tradition (my dad prevented my mum from playing when they just got married), tho i pretty much wish it would be. it some how just seem like THE thing to do during new year! haha... but i dun like to lose $ le. i mean, i would rather not play ya know. damn risk adverse. oh wells. im not v gd at it too.. always end up falling aslp during the game. but thats jus becos i wasnt playin with stakes most of the time. lalala...

i din go out to 'bai nian' today. mum woke me up at 9 in the morning, banging on my door. i told her i din feel like going out.. reason being, my sis left for bangkok this morning n so only me n my bro will be sitting down stoning at my relatives' place. n its ok for him i guess... but i dun really like it. im not even close to them..(e.g my granduncle aunty etc..) im not being unfillial ok! haha... my mum understands anyways. second reason for me staying home is because im SUPPOSED to be doing my work.

i went back to slp after mum woke me up n re-woke at like 12. hmm what did i do?? i ate my brunch... n basically jus stoned n bummed enjoying the hols... missed (n still missing) my baby.. bot movie tix for fearless... all but do my work. hahahha... terrible ehh? oh well its cny. i need my breakk. heh. i miss those days when cny was only abt ang paos, lion dances, munchies, n bak kwa. i guess its still the same.. but i no longer enjoy visiting n relatives hopping anymore. y?? out grew all these? what will i enjoy doing on cny den.....? sigh.

oh well talking about the movie. im watching fearless with my mum dad n bro later at night! haven caught a movie with the family (minus my sis) for so long. i rem how i liked so much to watch movies during cny. it seems to jus complete the whole experience of this festive season. hee. so yeah im happy n looking forward to it! the purchasing of the tix sucked bug time tho. i couldnt buy online cos i din have a credit card..... n cinema hotlines were down or overly used. so i walked to the AXS near my place to buy tix... all was well till the touchscreen failed on me. darn the stupid machine. i had to press on '4' to indicate the number of tix i wanted, duh. but the insensitive screen did not let me do so! i could only press on '3' n '5'!! WTF. i stood there, hot weather n all, for close to 15 min tryna press on the '4'. !@#@! pissed off! a silly thought came to my head. it must be a superstitious machine, hence '4' was a taboo. i tell ya it was so darn pissifying. my finger was furiously pressing away n when someone queued behind me, it was the last straw. i jus left. (y cant the guy pay his bills using SAM. idiot!)

oh well after i went home n cooled down i went to hougang pt's AXS to buy the tix. everything went perfect this time... phew. hey baby we can watch it again if u wan alright? dun worry...

oh yeah its a fren's bdae today.... supposed to go to her place to celebrate.. but i dun tink i'll be going. firstly, i din have time to buy her a present... shops are all closed. i know i shud have got a pressie earlier on but i din la. bleh. n also, i dunno her clique v well... i'd be e only one there n it'll be weird. cos im not exactly the social butterfly who can adapt to any environment. haha what am i saying. oh wells. i guess im not going. i haven done work yet! phuii. i will jus get her a present la.. oops i feel bad for not going, but... sigh.

anyways i miss my bf. n he's leaving for melb soon. i hope one half years will pass FAST! den there wont be any more farewells goodbyes tears. n lonliness..

Saturday, January 28, 2006

i'm back!

its been a longggg time since ive blogged here. its cnye now... n i came back from msia like an hour ago. was out shopping with siongyin. it was good, if not for the long traffic jams on the way to the various destinations, and also the headache i had.

oh i shud start jus start from thurs right? heh. ok.. thurs mornin i was doing my QM work.. then i had to go n give tuition at sengkang. after that i went to skool to meet ll n discuss our QM. but din do much in the end cos we both weren't really sure of how to do it. den it was my long awaited dinner time! using brain power in highly air conditioned places makes one cold n v v hungry. :s

BP make up lessons after dinner! so tiring man. we had it lecture style, in a conference hall. my skool isnt like most lect-tutorials type of uni.. oh wells. i survived the lect anyways. thru games n talking hehhh. after lessons i headed down to kranji to meet my darling. he was picking me up from the mrt station... when i arrived n din see him, i tot he was late. den he came jus as i was walking towards the busstop. wat perfect timing!! happy happy.

we caught a late night movie, memoirs of a geisha! too much to say abt it yet i dun feel like doing so. but it was a gd movie. =)

went to habibs to eat roti prata n yum cha. i like~~!!
den home for a short game of dota n ZZzzZzZzZZzzzzz

the nxt day... lemme quickly summarise cos im damn tired. went to tebrau jusco n den to city sq after dinner. it was jam jam jam crowded crowded bahzzz. thos we all managed to buy what we wanted la yay!

him: levi sq cut jeans, vans shoes
me: denim skirt, slippers

results? both are damn f***in tired but satisfied. right???

but i felt bad that baby had to fetch me over to spore custom n kranji, with the jam into spore n also his nose bleeding. thanx so much dear! i know how much uve done. =)


v v tired now. zzz.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Not Enough Time


Hate to mention this, but its abt time i have to book my ticket back to melbourne. 1 and 1/2 years more to go, it's still a long journey to go, even though it sounds short. when i came back this novemeber, i feel that ive wasted too much time going out to club all the time. wasted too much time and too much money. I do not wan to mention this to blame u. u have to bear in mind tat the time i have here is limited, as well as my finances. the thing is u kept sayin u wanna do this and that, but when the time allows it to happen, ure fully focus on only going out. and then u expect me to sort of come up with a 'solution' to go out. by that time, i will have no money and no time. (i tink u know wat i wanna say, it can go on and on, but i just need u to think thru wat we've been doin, is it a waste of time and money?)

Thats beside the point. uve made me realise that i have too much flaws in order for u to be suitable for me. i tink my temper can be out of control sometimes. and i will have this extremely high level of sensitivity whereby every thing u mention will make me spark off more arguments, and i will turn it into a very ugly picture. i've mentioned my bottomline to u many times, and it still holds. i hope u bear that in mind.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

too many times have these tears fell down my face. goodbye.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

its tues. a public hol. everyone's out with their bf/gf/loved ones or simply jus contented staying at home relaxing. im not. im doing non of these. n i dunno y i just cant do the latter.. maybe i can go ahead with my readings. but wait. its a damn holiday.. i wan my break. i wanna do wat i want to. but i cant.. n i dun think im gonna make any sense the whole of today. think im pms-ing. n i foresee the death of this already inactive blog. maybe i shud get my own private space on the net to ramble n rant all i want to. so i can jus write whatever i wan. n not worry abt whether or not i update it etc etc. whatever.

Friday, January 06, 2006

skool is shit.

ive got homework due already.. assignment given in the first week, WTH?!?!?
kns. plus the make up lesson at unearthly hours like 7-10pm....... lets not go there. i'll rot n die off.. i jus hope the prof be nice n make it earlier.

im so looking forward to the weekend n jus chilling with my baby. of cos i cant completely forget abt work, but i wanna be freed of my growing burde.. at least for awhile. BP (business processes) seem like a toughie. booo.

anyway wat i really wanna say is... DUN LOSE HEART baby.... ur patience will pay off... WOM takes time u know? n no matter what happens, uve got a loyal viewerrr. ME! hehhh. counted not? =p
well... this really wont be an easy project ok? but hard work pays off... most of the time at least. n im sure it will for u. its a nice n interesting site.. as for the lag prob.. dun worry too much abt it. it prob happened to pple with slower net access dats y. lol..
ure doing a great job with the choice of vids, games, n the posting! keep it up dude... muackz.

n as for me... i wanna survive this sem. lalala~

Thursday, January 05, 2006

http://www.froliconyour.com

yes..as of now, u shud have realised how busy i am with the site. havent been able to get my expected number of visitors. But most important of all, the video host isn't providing me with a very good service. I've got quite a few complaints abt laggy videos. Felt damn bad for that. However, when i tried it myself. i tink it did not lag that much. only vids that are much larger lags. Other than that, it's fine.

Well, im asked to update about New Year. Actually, i dun really have much to say abt it cos it wasn't really fantastic. Spent it at Sentosa. Wasted alot of time finding the place which has free entry. my opinion: just fuckin pay during festive season! it's not worth the effort to hunt for a place, where u have to go thru alot of trouble. In the end, u spoil the mood for any partyin. Bottomline: it could have been much better if people were willing to spend abit of money.

back to the site again. I am really very disappointed. almost no one filled in the sticker feedback form for free stickers. come on guys! Im giving away FREE STICKERS WITH NO CONDITION! all u have to do is to leave ur name, email add, and ur mailing address for me to mail u the sticker! u wont even get a pop-up or a stupid ad! it's FREE! u dun even have to pay a single cent! Fed up man... So people who are reading this right now. PLEASE just fill in the form and get your stickers! Been working really hard for the site and spent quite some money on the stickers. so i really hope to get more visitors..

lookin forward to this coming weekend, heh. . .
wheeeeeeee~~!

skool has started! im gonna be busy for a =( reason again! bahhhhz. i missed skool on tues. so this whole week i only have skool for ONE day. since mon was a hol, tues i din go, wed only one lesson... haha... talk abt slack. but i have many many make up lessons. =(

my timetable got screwed up by some admin fella, shall leave out the names. mistook me for the other gal with the exact same name, minus a space. phui. lidat also can.. that other gal is going for exchange this sem, so she doesnt have to bid for any modules. so by rights her account for mods shud be empty. but guess what???????? mine was empty instead. wat a terribly STUPID blunder. they shud do their admin stuff according to student ID, not NAME. like, how many pple r called @@#$%%^ la. bahhhz.

anyway... what was the new year like.... i'll leave it to mr wong to update. its late now n i think i need to catch some slp. oei! u nv update this blog one.... too busy with the other site right? with ronny right???? u neglect our baby! neh neh u. =p

nightsss